nmisery

I am sick of hearing it!!!! I recently had one of my best friends pass away at his own hand, and now everyone has an opinion. I do not want to hear "He was a coward" or "he took the easy way out", easy? I envy those who have never been where he was. I have knocked on the door, but never walked in that dark room, he did. I know my smpathy should be with his wife and children, but I feel the most sorry for him and how he spent his last moments, alone in misery and despair, he should not have gone out like that. ( Not that anyone should) but him? The life of the party? YOU HAVE NOT BEEN THERE, DO NOT JUDGE. I loved him and always will. How dare you, since you have not been there I guess it is easy for you to say what a bad decsion he made. I do not hate him, I am sorry it got to that point and I will always feel responsible for missing the signs, but your mind was made up. I will miss him