nixon

I asked myself was I content
with the world that I once cherished
Did it bring me to this darkened place
to contemplate my perfect future?
I will not stand nor utter words against
this tide of hate
Losing sight of what and who I was again
I'm so sorry if these seething words I say
impress on you that I've become
the anathema of my soul
I can say that you're losing me
I always tried to keep myself tied to this world
but I know where this is leading
(please)
No tears
No sympathy
I can say that you're losing me
but I must be that which I am
Though I know where this could take me
No tears
No sympathy
Gracefully
Respectfully
Facing conflict deep inside myself
But here confined
Losing control of what I could not change
Gracefully
Respectfully
I ask you please don't worry
not for me
Don't turn your back
Don't turn away



Sometimes it's nice when you hear a song that expresses everything you are going through in some sort of nutshell. More often, it's just really depressing because it makes you feel completely unoriginal. And really, how rough can in be if the same shit just keeps happenning to people over and over? Then you just feel like an asshole for being such a pussy. Oh, well,. Seven years went under the bridge like time was standing still ya know? (it's SO much worse when it comes from the eighties...)