nirbhao

the rundown:

sunday I drove *13 hours. monday I drove 13 hours. I crashed out last night and I slept like a rock.

I am exhasuted. I'm not going today. no.

I feel like I'm seriously lacking in care for the soul. human interaction. food. order. that kind of stuff. I know I will get used to this schedule, but right now, I'm not.

I just took the world's longest shower. I'm going to play in the petals that are falling from the trees outside.