nirauan

im really really hacked off at the moment, im on the verge of grinding my teeth. see and i dont even have a real reason to be angry, i'm peeved because ive not found anywhere to live yet but im angry at the general stupidity of people. im fucking fed up of seeing people with identical haircuts wearing tiny skirts over fucking leggings with shit...
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ey up all.

i got the essay done. i just hope it got there on time and i get a pass mark.

i havent been to the gym now in three weeks and i feel like a whale.

work is a bit rubbish still and i dont know whats going to happen there

spare time has been spent sleeping, drinking beer, watching red dwarf and...
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i feel like i want to curl up in a ball and dissapear.

non of my updates are chirpy at the moment, i apologise.

i should go i have an essay to attempt to write. and i should go to the gym, im an attempt to makemyself less fat and feel better.

im going to go ring the ex, he was always useful when it...
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i just read the archieve/unarchieve thread. much wierdness.

be amused by my change of profile pic. i cant find a photo where i dont look ugly, so i picked a pic where i purposefully look crap. clever eh. i dont know how i managed to take it, but i didnt break my neck, which is what it looks like.

im not feeling very good at...
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what is the use in parents??? you ask for help when your in difficulty, the answer no, nothing else just no, yet they still have the right to be pissed off at you for not babysitting everytime they want to go out and get shitfaced in fucking chav central.

i feel like im being strangled here. i need to get out before i go mad....
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im bored

i had to go help in another town at work today and it was very grim. they made me do stuff i dont do on a daily basis and i probably cocked it all up.

tomorrow im on a training course in leeds. yay for leeds and boooo for training its an IT course as well double booooo

i have new hair but...
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so i'm back

i had an interesting weekend perhaps, which was a little bit shoddy

byebye all

x

i am somewhat happier today even though it is may. however my back hurts and the skins started falling off now so it just looks yak. my wisdom teeth ( 3 of the bastards) are forcing their way out through my gums and to top it off i have a giant bruise on my bum.

today is very warm. i went to the gym and...
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i just remembered a dream i had recently, i really wish i hadnt. i want to cry now.

i cant believe its may. its a year since i disposed of a 4 year relationship. it feels like forever ago or 5 minutes ago.

maybe its because its may, maybe its just this time of year. all kinds of things are playing across my mind.

i...
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