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Thursday Jun 19, 2003

Jun 19, 2003
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seeming

seeming isn't real
relax into love
give yourself another
chance to be that love.
multiply it.

Wladyslaw Szpilman
was not just a pianist.
His true pure instrument
was love, in spite of spite--
and gratitude in the face
of ingrates.

Necessitated truth always
in the face
of mile-a-minute, arbitrary lies

i used to marevel at
the frozen lovingkindness concentrate
that
some folks
could just whip right out
when the world became
unbearable
unbelievable
not palatable
they'd take the littlest bit of that frozen concentrate,
add water, and be able to live
for weeks, months on end, 'till it was safe.

now i'm scouring phonebooks
and callin' ol' gals on the phone, trying to fashion
together
a recipe from scraps

so thirsty as my heart sank
welts on my mouth
can't wait to be in the clear
in the black again
something solid in my soul
softer in the belly

drought, warfare, ashes over,
seeming turned on end
doors unslammed
the future bright as forever

6 19 03
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VIEW 18 of 18 COMMENTS
joyrider:
phone book scrap book love cooking likely to result in emotional jambalaya.
Jun 27, 2003
oninotaki:
Just checking in to say hi and make sure your doing good, from the looks of it you are so I will say good day to you may your weekend be nice and ttyl.biggrin
Jun 28, 2003

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