I have a job interview in a couple of hours. It's not for anything fantastic, but at least it'd get me out of my current job. It's a receptionist position at a real estate agency. It'll give me admin experience which is something I need. So wish me luck, I guess.
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In other news, I find myself more and more depressed lately.
I am not really happy with any aspect of my life at the moment.
I had an argument with my mister the other night and usually after these (as we argue often, but never anything too serious) things go back to normal, but this time I find him being rather distant. He has a lot of school work at the moment and maybe it's just that, but I feel like I have to force affection on him and I really don't like it. I haven't really had a chance to talk to him about it as I don't want to make him angry and have his schoolwork suffer, so I guess I have to wait until the weekend to bring it up.
I have not had a full day off from work in awhile, this sunday will be my first one for some time and I get to spend the entire day cleaning the house. Not my idea of a good time.
I suppose I could have prevented this by cleaning after work, but I have no motivation when I get home to do so. I usually would do so Thursday nights when my mister is at work, but I have to work tonight because of my job interview so that's not going to happen either.
I honestly think that if I just felt a little more loved, I'd care about everything else more, how pathetic is that?
How lonely must I be to feel like that?
Sorry to bore you all with this rubbish, but that's why I spoilered it.
End rant.
Love,
Boston
