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ARG!!! I have an awful sore throat. I hate that.

So let me tell you a story. Why can't people just CALM DOWN?! I have a friend who is going through a divorce, etc etc, with all the accompanying problems. He's a cool guy, and I'll admit there's some attraction going on, but as I've decided to live in sin, I'm not getting into any relationship business, so no big deal right? Things are still rough with his ex, so he doesn't want to get into anything, even a casual relationship. So good on both counts, right? WRONG! It seems that guys have to always complicate things. We were hanging out last night, and he's sort of standoffish, so I ask him what's wrong. He says I make him NERVOUS because he's so attracted to me but doesn't want to start anything. So I say: okay I'll be as innocent as a baby bunny, no worries, we'll be and stay good friends, no biggie. but nooooooooooo just by sitting there I make him nervous "in a good way" as he puts it. I can't even lay on the floor without him giving me that look. CRIPES. Wow, I sound like an egotistical bastard as i read this over but come ON, why can't things just be simple.

Yeah, that was a sucky story, but I still wanted to tell it anyway. It's my journal, so pess off.

And I love tacos.......I love them good.