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I'M GOIN TO SEE BILLY! whAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaawhooooo.

wow. so overwhelming support for toast. that is excellent, folks.

two more days til billy.

i'm taking up a collection for poor white trash me who can't make rent. i've been working my ass off to make ends meet and someone says to me "money only has worth if you let it" profound, shyeah, tell that to the guy that wants money for rent. Spoken like a true "still living at home at the age...
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Everyone bow and hail for I get to see Billy yet again on Tuesday. Don't ask me WHY Zwan is playing in bum fuck depere next week, but he is and i'm going to be there. it'll be my second time seeing him in the past couple months. ooooooooo joy joyful joy and love in the basking in the sun that is billy

the aeroplane...
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I miss my cupcake.

ARG!!! I have an awful sore throat. I hate that.

So let me tell you a story. Why can't people just CALM DOWN?! I have a friend who is going through a divorce, etc etc, with all the accompanying problems. He's a cool guy, and I'll admit there's some attraction going on, but as I've decided to live in sin, I'm not getting into any...
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My cat ate one of my fish. and another one is dying. sigh. isn't that just live in the jungle.

and the shattered pieces of glass from the broken fish bowl keep crunching under my chair...i've got bare feet i'm thinkin that might be dangerous, but then again, who wants to live on the wild side.......and if that's as crazy as i get, man i...
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I've decided to take action.

I've never had an orgasm in my entire life ever.

Give me suggestions...

cuz it's just not fair.

violence = passion = sex = happy as rambles can get.

this body holding me reminds me that i am not alone.
-you know who and if you don't pity to you

=

aw, everyone loves me they really do.

anyway, went to get ice cream last night, but ended up stopping at Porter's Pub for a drink or two. Go me, I drank free all night. well for the hour i was there at least.

sometimes it pays to be female.

or have large breasts. whatever works.

I'm playing hooky today agian. ain't it grand!

hm........atrocity isn't being very nice today.

So I saw the musical Rent this weekend. It was pretty amazing, but you know, I couldn't help getting drunk every night this weekend because every thing is so depressed, and everyone KNOWS that just makes it worse.

You know you just got get over it, when watching Rent just makes you want to kill, or die, one or the other even more than before....
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it's not really a big deal.

just trace yourself in the mirror and say " IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII made it myself"