nikhita

For us, for them, and all the rest..

They say how you spend new year is how you'll spend the rest of the year. If so I spent new year dancing, drinking cheap drinks and being happy with myself because I was surrounded with people I loved. Yes, I went out. No, I did not join my flatmates. Instead, I spent the evening with the people that will become my flatmates. And I had fun. I'm still sad I didn't make it to the nerd cave, but free tubes stopped at 4 instead of 7 like I thought.

Who was it that said that great things come to great men?
That fucker lied to us

There are some things I need to let go of. 2008 has been a year of amazing highs and really low lows. I know how much I've changed as a person, and I can see how much I've grown in confidence and in maturity. I finally feel like I deserve the friends I have, and I finally feel like I deserve to be treated better than I have been by people. Maybe this is learning to stand up for myself. Music has still taught me everything I know about growing up. My goals have not changed. I appreciate everything and everyone that has helped me get to this point. I do not know how to make resolutions because I never remember them, all I want from this year is a chance to prove to myself and everyone else that I can get there, making it into my dream job would be the biggest reward I could get. I would give up a lot for that.

I'm sick and tired of always being the good guy
Like sitting in the backseat
[it's all the rage]
And boring me with your body
[it's all the rage]
How many times can I say I'm sorry?
[and really mean it...]

I hope that 2009 is a year of change for the better for all of you. It will be a year of endings and new beginnings for me.