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nikhita

I left my heart in Montreal.

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For us, for them, and all the rest..

They say how you spend new year is how you'll spend the rest of the year. If so I spent new year dancing, drinking cheap drinks and being happy with myself because I was surrounded with people I loved. Yes, I went out. No, I did not join my flatmates. Instead, I spent the evening with the people that will become my flatmates. And I had fun. I'm still sad I didn't make it to the nerd cave, but free tubes stopped at 4 instead of 7 like I thought.

Who was it that said that great things come to great men?
That fucker lied to us


There are some things I need to let go of. 2008 has been a year of amazing highs and really low lows. I know how much I've changed as a person, and I can see how much I've grown in confidence and in maturity. I finally feel like I deserve the friends I have, and I finally feel like I deserve to be treated better than I have been by people. Maybe this is learning to stand up for myself. Music has still taught me everything I know about growing up. My goals have not changed. I appreciate everything and everyone that has helped me get to this point. I do not know how to make resolutions because I never remember them, all I want from this year is a chance to prove to myself and everyone else that I can get there, making it into my dream job would be the biggest reward I could get. I would give up a lot for that.

I'm sick and tired of always being the good guy
Like sitting in the backseat
[it's all the rage]
And boring me with your body
[it's all the rage]
How many times can I say I'm sorry?
[and really mean it...]


I hope that 2009 is a year of change for the better for all of you. It will be a year of endings and new beginnings for me.
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vortext:
that sounds great! and I'm actually working on the living off laughter thing, although in a less abstract sense typically involving dingy pubs, triangle impressions, and people silently judging me.

I hope Proust was successful. yogurt and zombies worked well.
Jan 4, 2009
heroine:
this was a comment you left me in my blog.....Akemi is right, moving out right now will make things worse, just get support off your friends and off joe and try and deal with things the best you can with your sis. You should also go see your doctor and explain the situation, they might be able to help with more than just your health by maybe sending a counsellor round or something.

most of all honey, I'm here if you want to talk, you know my number so feel free to call me whenever. I love you a ton xxxx

I don't think that message was meant for me? was it? I'm confused if so!
confused
Jan 4, 2009

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