nicolexoxo

ahhhhhh...i'm flying to portland today to see jared.

i haven't seen him in about two months and i'm so excited/giddy/cheerful/etc.

this time around i felt i was ready to hit my breaking point. it's difficult not seeing the one you love and only being able to hear their voice from time to time. there were times i'd cry as soon as we'd end our conversation.

i'm just happy that two month period is up.

i simply cannot wait. i'm looking forward to that moment when i step into the portland airport and see him for the first time. last time was so cute with the flowers and his phone playing the song "head over heels" by tears for fears that i was speechless when i saw him. this time i'll probably tear up. we'll see.