nicolexoxo

i haven't been active for quite some time (which for me is simply not posting in groups and whathaveyou) and because of that, i had wanted to delete some of my past entries....

WHICH I AM NOT ALLOWED TO DO! what are you doing to me suicidegirls?!?

i wanted yet another fresh start but alas, that will not happen.

so i haven't been on in awhile..

went to portland.
went to mexico.
caught up with the fam.
had my graduation party.
got a surprise visit from jared.

for portland news, jared and i have an apartment! i now owe him $875 for the deposit, the first month's rent, move in fee, etc. bye bye large sum of money.

and, i did find a job...
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ahhhhhh...i'm flying to portland today to see jared.

i haven't seen him in about two months and i'm so excited/giddy/cheerful/etc.

this time around i felt i was ready to hit my breaking point. it's difficult not seeing the one you love and only being able to hear their voice from time to time. there were times i'd cry as soon as we'd end our conversation....
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this has to be the earliest snowfall in years that is actually going to stick around.

normally i'm fine with snow, driving in it, etc. but this first snowfall has me hating wisconsin weather. my scion xb gets stuck everywhere, so many people have forgotten how to drive it's fucking ridiculous, and the roads are not plowed.

i am fully confident i will have to...
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in about two hours i am getting my half sleeve finished.

my wish upon wishes is that it looks utterly beautiful and not tacky. i'm pretty confident my artist wouldn't allow himself to fuck this up given that flowers are his specialty.

other than that, work has been ok, going home for thanksgiving was very much needed and enjoyed, and it's less than a month...
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so i revamped my profile and whatnot...you know, so i can attempt to look somewhat cool.

anywho, in four months i will be living in portland and probably looking for a job. i'm starting to get a little stressed about this because i'm going to have to apply everywhere as soon as i move in (so i'll have money for rent). a two story town...
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I'M 22!!!!

WOOHOO!