nherastu

Some say that you never know what you have until it is gone...

Quite honestly, I have a different saying: If you cannot see what it is you have before you, then you do not deserve to have it at all.

That being said, girl issues have had me in the dumps lately.

I'm completely loyal to this daffy woman, yet she refuses to completely commit. So... after talking (to myself, and a few relatively trustworthy individuals) I have determined that this path, will, even with my efforts, come to a devastating end, and that I should cut my losses and quit.

I guess some things just are not meant to be. I mean, I love her and her kids, but the sheer amount of drama and irritation is too much, even for someone like me.

On the bright side, I've been laid off. Yeah I know that sounds like a bad thing, but that job was destroying who I was, wasting away all my energy and even hitting my personality really hard. I guess... I guess it is time to move on in many respects, get back to my studies of the ebb and flow of ki/life around us and through us, and re-open my self defense courses to interested people.

Who knows, I may actually find my next job doing said tasks. I truly wish to get a book published... but... we'll see.

Stay safe, and heed the whispers on the wind