ngvon401

I won't sugar coat it at this very moment the only thing I have on my mind is just straight up killing myself. Even with all the love I have I feel extremely empty inside. No matter how many times I try to stay positive knowing that I have nothing to look forward to everyday is killing me slowly. Honestly I'm no where near as strong as I show myself to be. I just don't know why I even try sometimes I feel as though I'm just annoying and that my constant nagging to make someone else's life better is just to escape the fact that I can't get rid of my own sorrows. Is that weird? Maybe one day I will overcome this depression and if not well I'll need to start on my will I guess..