So I finally finished all the work that I brought home. I guess you can say that I'm a work-a-holic. I don't know, I just get the satisfaction of completing my work and getting things done on time.
I guess I've come to realization that I'm kind of unhappy with how things are turning out since I've been back from Afghan. Not with the person that I cared about anymore, not receiving my orders to transfer, and my car isn't finished after being in the shop for 9 months. I try to keep looking at the brighter side of things like my little buddy Domo:
He keeps me at happy at times, but I guess it's just the human presence that I'm missing. I have friends and all, but it doesn't help that most of them are in a relationship and it just makes me feel awkward when they do couple things.
So about this girl who I really cared about. Well things change when you are apart for 8 months. The physical presence was missing and was hard for her. I guess when I came back, it was hard to accept the fact that I'm here now. Tried to work something out, but the connection was gone. This is the second time I've gave up something for a person. First was continuing my military education, but gave that up to spend time with my wife at the time, now ex-wife. Well that didn't happen. Second thing I gave up was getting the orders that I wanted to get. I wanted to stay in California to be with her, but now that we are not together anymore, California just makes me miserable and irritated as hell. I guess maybe time will heal all things.
I guess I've come to realization that I'm kind of unhappy with how things are turning out since I've been back from Afghan. Not with the person that I cared about anymore, not receiving my orders to transfer, and my car isn't finished after being in the shop for 9 months. I try to keep looking at the brighter side of things like my little buddy Domo:
He keeps me at happy at times, but I guess it's just the human presence that I'm missing. I have friends and all, but it doesn't help that most of them are in a relationship and it just makes me feel awkward when they do couple things.
So about this girl who I really cared about. Well things change when you are apart for 8 months. The physical presence was missing and was hard for her. I guess when I came back, it was hard to accept the fact that I'm here now. Tried to work something out, but the connection was gone. This is the second time I've gave up something for a person. First was continuing my military education, but gave that up to spend time with my wife at the time, now ex-wife. Well that didn't happen. Second thing I gave up was getting the orders that I wanted to get. I wanted to stay in California to be with her, but now that we are not together anymore, California just makes me miserable and irritated as hell. I guess maybe time will heal all things.
romany:
Thanks for the add