nexttuesday

Well, I think I got my answer to The Question. And Im sad but I realize its for the best anyways. Like I said in a previous post, it was stupid of me to get hopeful even though I tried so hard not to be. Sometimes when you truly want something more than anything else in the whole world, you just cant help it.

Ah well, such is life.

I realized Ive been whiney/frantic/depressed/aggressive lately. Its been a rough year and its all just getting to me lately. It will all be worth it if I can just get to Missouri in January. Im so much closer than I thought I would be, yet Im so far from where I need to be financially.

My everlasting black cloud. Money.

I wish people would just make up crazy, silly stories to tell me everyday. I like it when people can just spew out random nonsensical stories. It makes me super happy. Not enough people do that. You all should give it a try sometimes. I do it quite often. I love when people give me the WTF are you on face. It makes me giggle.

I want to go to my parents house and curl up on the couch with my Mom and watch a cheesy scary movie my Dad picks out. Ive been so down lately and curling up at the home environment sounds so nice in my head. Unfortunately I am very mean when Im like this and the reality is I would just end up hurting my Moms feelings and pissing my Dad off. So Ill just do laundry instead.