nexttuesday

Workin on another Brainslug for someone since Silly bought the first one. Theyre fun to make. Also working on an apron. I found a super cute pattern for a crocheted apron and couldnt resist. I think aprons are soooo adorable, its a shame they arent so popular anymore.

Subby inspired me to want to try and learn how to use my sewing machine again. Im really good at sewing by hand, but it seems silly when I have this really nice sewing machine. Last time I used it was to make this Jedi cloak

Yes I am a Star Wars nerd. No I do not know every minute detail of the movies. The cloak was actually a gift for my ex husband. I thought I grabbed it when we split but he promptly reminded me he burned it along with just about everything else I ever gave him. This was after I spent over 40 hours making it. My Mom had to help me because I didnt know what I was doing and I hate fucking up.

I digress, so I want to give sewing another shot. Im on the look out for some easy patterns. Not sure of what yet though. We shall see. I will know when I see it.

I dont think I will be able to get anything new on my website until Sunday. I just dont have much down time during the week to create. Which makes me sad.

Im having some issues in my personal life which make me want to move to MO with my man NOW. If I was sure I could snag a couple jobs to cover my bills Id see if I could break my lease and go now. Im frustrated and tired of this life. My heart and mind are set on what my life will be when I am gone from here. Being stuck here till January is a terrible inconvenience. But alas, saving money is very difficult to do when you have so many bills to pay. Im pretty sure Ima start selling my panties on that panty selling website. Not even kidding, at this point I am coming up with any idea to make more money to get to where I need to be.

Once I have my mind set I become very determined to make it happen.

Things Im doing to make it happen

1. Trying not to touch the checks from my part time job. Just save em.
2. Start selling crafts again
3. Quit smoking (25 days now woot)
4. No more fake nails
5. Putting guitar up for sale finally
6. Once again trying to sell wedding rings
7. Not going out on the weekends anymore except to friends houses

See? Im trying really hard. Probably harder than I ever have before. I know in my heart this is right. I just love this man so muchyou have no idea.

Okay, okay enough with the mush. I need to get to work, gotta keep myself busy so I dont dwell on negativity.best way to stay happy is to keep busy