Well it had to happen. Something had to break my happy streak.
I fucking hate this job. So much. It makes me miserable, but with the job market I have no choice but to fucking stay here. My paycheck was shorted again. Now I have to wait 2 fucking weeks for them to give me the $60 they shorted me. Which they of course see as no big deal. But to me it means I cant afford groceries yet again. I want to be able to eat goddammit.
How the fuck is it fair that I bust my ass working 2 jobs and I cant even fucking eat. Fuck Im so angry. I hate the fact that Im sitting here saying "Its not fair", I dont like fucking sounding like a whiner. I'm just at a fucking loss, how much can one person fucking take? Seriously! How far can one person fucking push to better themselves and continuously fucking fail before they just stop fucking trying?
I just want to get away.
I fucking hate this job. So much. It makes me miserable, but with the job market I have no choice but to fucking stay here. My paycheck was shorted again. Now I have to wait 2 fucking weeks for them to give me the $60 they shorted me. Which they of course see as no big deal. But to me it means I cant afford groceries yet again. I want to be able to eat goddammit.
How the fuck is it fair that I bust my ass working 2 jobs and I cant even fucking eat. Fuck Im so angry. I hate the fact that Im sitting here saying "Its not fair", I dont like fucking sounding like a whiner. I'm just at a fucking loss, how much can one person fucking take? Seriously! How far can one person fucking push to better themselves and continuously fucking fail before they just stop fucking trying?
I just want to get away.
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amyisme:
Who do I have to go kill?
sanguine:
when i come out.. i will make you enough chix noodle soup to last you a month 