nexttuesday

Today was truly the epitome of a wonderful day. My heart feels light, a smiles rests easily on my face, and there is a slight lump in my throat. It has been a long time since I have felt so light hearted and just merry. I have been down and bitter and so very angry at the world for a long, long time now. Days like today give me hope that next year will be better.

It feels good to smile easy again.
It feels good to laugh freely again.
It feels good to see people being kind to each other.
It feels so good to feel like me again.

And that's what I feel like today. I feel like me. I feel like the me before my world crashed down on me. I feel like the me that most of you met and adored. I feel like the me that wants to see people be as happy as I feel and do anything I can to make it happen. Oh let me soak in this feeling forever.

Everything was right today.