nexttuesday

Ever feel like you bust ass for nothing? Im so tired of working so much and not really getting anywhere bill wise. I feel like Im wasting my life. Do you know that if I was able to pay off my debt I would have an extra $815 every month? Thats a lot of money.

I always promised myself I wouldnt be one of "those people" who bought more than they could afford. Hell I didnt even want to buy a house till I could pay 1/2 of it up front. Yet here I am working 60 to 70 hour weeks just to possibly afford my bills. Its ridiculous. Now Im stuck struggling and my credit is shot and I just wanna think of a quick way to make it all disappear. But Im drawing a blank.

I dont know. Its funny cuz my Mom used to tell me in high school "Enjoy these years they are the best". I always thought she was stupid for saying that. High school was so hard for me. I didnt fit in with the rich bitches that attended my school. Yet now I sit here and think, Damn life was easy as fuck back then. Again ridiculous.

Dear Life,

Throw a bone my way.

Love Tues.

Meh I gotta get back to work Im done bitchin