nexttuesday

Yeah, so I found out who started the shit talking. Some bitch thats pissed that I dont hang out with her anymore. Its really funny cuz her best friend has slept with about 20 guys since she was married two years ago. And the shit talker flaunts her shit all over the place and shes in a serious relationship. Its also pretty funny cuz this bitch made out with two of my other boyfriends in the past. What a whore.

Anyways, Im sick of these people. Im done getting tangled in their silly lil web of lies and hurt. I am secluding myself until my husband and I can afford to move. Either San Diego or Phoenix. There's family in both places that will help us out if needed. Im pretty sure Im gonna pic up a weekend job to speed things along. I'll miss our families and I'll miss the trucking job, but we just cant get away from these life suckers while living here.

I am filled with a lot of hate tonite. I am also filled with a lot of sorrow that my poor husband has to hear these lies from people we assumed were friends. I am lucky to have him. I am lucky we have an honest relationship. And I am so lucky that I got to marry him. My life is nothing without him. I love you CapnOblivious. Our love is too strong for any assholes to break, the more they throw our way the tighter we will become.

Goodnight everyone. Tomorrows another day.