nexeus

Jesus, seems like I left this site just to sit here and do nothing with! I have no clue what got into me, but aleas I'm back! Been busy since I've been away, really have focused myself in Second Life and all things that are going on there. For instance, I'm helping run a concert happening May 10th, called Virtualive.tv and I'm beginning to freak...
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So I'm finally catching up with life, it's wonderful, great, and a PAIN IN THE ASS! Sometimes I wish I had a jackhammer so I can drill through the craziness that life is, get to its core, and set it to being aligned with all that is right in making sense!

Wow, been a while since I've logged into SG and peeked around, life has been crazy, so has DJing, I have a ton of promo's to cut, have been doing a bunch of shows, prepping in making a conference go off without a hitch in August, and prepping to go to DragonCon in September... whoo I've been busy!

I just got rejected by someone because of the color of my skin... what the fuck?! Why is it that in today's day and age, in the world of openness, free rights, and equality for all, that the color of my skin supersedes my looks, my personality?! You know, it's like I can't get a break sometimes when it comes to dating, or meeting someone....
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Sometimes I wonder if I think too much... sometimes I wonder if I'm off my rocker... othertimes I'm just too busy telling people to fuck themselves because they think they know me, but don't know a damn thing... ever feel that way?

This is one message I would love every single friend, every person Ive met, every bum Ive given a dollar to, any person I looked it, thought about, dreamt about, to read.

I have recently been telling myself that I need to get over my fears. A theme that I have placed in my personal journal (i.e. written journal), that what is holding my back...
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I'm getting really sick of the "Nexeus has no journal entries" message that I might as well add something. So hey, I've finally gotten a SuicideGirls account, I've been visiting the site for about a year on and off, and figured "why the hell not?!"
Quick info about me, I'm an Online DJ, Bar/Club DJ, Web Developer, Student, Database Manager, Researcher, oh and freak! Feel...
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