newtex's SuicideGirls Blog

So the "event" did not happen. Well im not sure what happened...a change has been made. Im sure of that. You ever feel so sick because of nerves, that you want o vomit. Yeah...right here and now.

.....relationships are so taxing. This feels weird....havent been throught this.

jspooky:

I've defnintely felt that way before. You know you're hooked when what she does affects you physically. Enough nerves will make you puke. But puking makes those nerves go away.

mike

Jan 9, 2005

Ummm...very unstable right.. i fear this event in life will either make me or break me....i have the knott of fear in my throat..yall know what that feels like? Yeah.....fear.

...I pray for the best . Oh yeah i Forgot.... Today marks 3 yrs in the military...wow!.. three..hmmmm. What a great day...

russo:

Thanks for the birthday wishes

Jan 9, 2005

I wish i was a robot.....yes

Hi....everyone have a good new year...Ill will be working...blah...oh well..thats life....Wish this wish that...thats all you can do in times like this. At least the Transfomers will be here soon. As far as the movie says so. lol Ok yall be safe and have fun.

jspooky:

You're really into the transformers, eh? What is it you like about them?

I was more of a teenage mutant ninja turtles and thunder cats kind of kid. Transformers was cool too.

Was? No, IS.

I hate working. I have to work on the 1st as well. Totally blows. Lets quit our jobs and move to Mexico. I hear they have some great food down there.

mike

Dec 31, 2004

Well I really havent been sleeping. I have to much crap to do.
My friends will be leaving soon. Jan. is gonna such big time.
Oh well...

...oh yeah Ill be working on New years Eve/Day....THATS FLIPPIN KOOL!.......(no its not)...blah....

Ummmm errrrr...let me retract that last journal...i dont have one ... its still a unstable relationship......something for the groups...lol ok ill up date yall later.

jspooky:

Unstable relationship. Is there any other kind?

My guess is no, because anything that actually is stable becomes marriage before you can say "balls".

Balls.

mike

Dec 28, 2004

jspooky:

Taking it slow is good advice. "Everything is moderation." I'm pretty sure that's an old Yiddish saying.

And the Jews, well, we've been around awhile according to the history books.

I wonder if over-analyzing is a good thing to do or a bad thing to do? What do you think.

mike

Dec 30, 2004

Hi...Guess what?....im no longer single....whoaaa....weird huh?...well I like it...umm yeah

Ummm... I woke up today ... and snow!!! weeeee!...its cool even though it will melt before Christmas. Oh yeah Im broke.. I spent all my monies on the xmas gifts. Hope my friends like them.

...I think im in a relationship???...kinda....really confused...but it feels good.

Im stuck in girl problem world.......wow women are hard work... i mean i think i know whats goin on...then the second motive comes out...man im so lost...

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