My Job is being slightly homo...
I have to call people out to different problems on the railroad, from big (trains falling over) to small (Railroad Crossing signs falling over). Not all that difficult... when people answer their phones! It's deer hunting opener, meaning everyone and their sister is out trying to shoot Bambi. So, since we don't have a dedicated weekend crew no one answers their FUCKING phone and I'm calling people 200 miles away to come do a 15 minute job. Grrrr...
My new room mate has some drunk minor at my place...
It's his girlfriends friend from Montana who apparently thought she was a drinker... FAIL. We live in Fargo, there are two things to do here and one of them is drinking, while the other doesn't involve wearing any clothes. It wouldn't be so bad were it not for her shouting and random gagging. She also almost got punched in the face by my other room mate (who is on this site too as a matter of fact) when she stumbled into his room to puke. I probably would've done the same.
Women...
I guess that's the only stupid shit going on right now... besides the entire female population. "I want a nice guy" is the biggest lie on the planet. Women want the bad ass, who inevitably is the asshole. But they crave it... i get that... but don't try to tell yourself different. Better yet, don't tell me that. I don't need a 10 to be happy, give me a girl who works what shes got, has intelligence to back it up and I can stand to be around for more then 5 minutes and I'll marry her right now. Ugg......
I need to get out of this town...
Not because of the town itself. I love it here. I hate the people I know here...actually just the women i know here. They treat me like the boy i used to be (completely un-confident, unsure of myself, broke and uncomfortable around women) so it ultimately put me deep into the friend zone. I finally have the self esteem and the confidence to approach women, to interact with them comfortably and all the BS i heard before goes away. They don't want the nice guy that listens and makes them laugh ( a lot i might add). They want to be hurt, to be ignored and to be beat down (figuratively, not physically). Uggg.... women...
Maybe I just need to get laid... haha.
ANYWAYS...
That felt good to get out into cyberspace. Its the equivalent to going outside to have a good scream, except i live in the city now and that's frowned upon (same as peeing outside). I know I'm not helping my bad ass-ness by not screaming outside (see above)... but I'm not trying to be a bad ass... I'm not a bad ass... although I do have some kick ass qualities... haha..
I'll list some positives in my life to get my brain on the right side of things before bedtime...
I still possess a key ingredient to a woman's heart... humor.
I'm making more money then i ever have in my life.
I'm enjoying 90% of my work and time flies by.
The new COD MW2 comes out on Tuesday!
I just moved into the master bedroom in my apartment and its awesome... walk-in closet and my own bathroom!
All the pretty girls I know are still talking to me.
/rant
/vent
/therapeutic typing
Good night SG... I'm in love with all of you (but especially Glitch haha)
I have to call people out to different problems on the railroad, from big (trains falling over) to small (Railroad Crossing signs falling over). Not all that difficult... when people answer their phones! It's deer hunting opener, meaning everyone and their sister is out trying to shoot Bambi. So, since we don't have a dedicated weekend crew no one answers their FUCKING phone and I'm calling people 200 miles away to come do a 15 minute job. Grrrr...
My new room mate has some drunk minor at my place...
It's his girlfriends friend from Montana who apparently thought she was a drinker... FAIL. We live in Fargo, there are two things to do here and one of them is drinking, while the other doesn't involve wearing any clothes. It wouldn't be so bad were it not for her shouting and random gagging. She also almost got punched in the face by my other room mate (who is on this site too as a matter of fact) when she stumbled into his room to puke. I probably would've done the same.
Women...
I guess that's the only stupid shit going on right now... besides the entire female population. "I want a nice guy" is the biggest lie on the planet. Women want the bad ass, who inevitably is the asshole. But they crave it... i get that... but don't try to tell yourself different. Better yet, don't tell me that. I don't need a 10 to be happy, give me a girl who works what shes got, has intelligence to back it up and I can stand to be around for more then 5 minutes and I'll marry her right now. Ugg......
I need to get out of this town...
Not because of the town itself. I love it here. I hate the people I know here...actually just the women i know here. They treat me like the boy i used to be (completely un-confident, unsure of myself, broke and uncomfortable around women) so it ultimately put me deep into the friend zone. I finally have the self esteem and the confidence to approach women, to interact with them comfortably and all the BS i heard before goes away. They don't want the nice guy that listens and makes them laugh ( a lot i might add). They want to be hurt, to be ignored and to be beat down (figuratively, not physically). Uggg.... women...
Maybe I just need to get laid... haha.
ANYWAYS...
That felt good to get out into cyberspace. Its the equivalent to going outside to have a good scream, except i live in the city now and that's frowned upon (same as peeing outside). I know I'm not helping my bad ass-ness by not screaming outside (see above)... but I'm not trying to be a bad ass... I'm not a bad ass... although I do have some kick ass qualities... haha..
I'll list some positives in my life to get my brain on the right side of things before bedtime...
I still possess a key ingredient to a woman's heart... humor.
I'm making more money then i ever have in my life.
I'm enjoying 90% of my work and time flies by.
The new COD MW2 comes out on Tuesday!
I just moved into the master bedroom in my apartment and its awesome... walk-in closet and my own bathroom!
All the pretty girls I know are still talking to me.
/rant
/vent
/therapeutic typing
Good night SG... I'm in love with all of you (but especially Glitch haha)