Ah why not start a new online journal, it can't really hurt anything, and I doubt any of yall read this one, so mise well be as personal as a real paper journal, do they still make those?
Well i have been feeling a little better as of recently, and I havent the foggiest idea why. I sorta like not being super-depressed all the time, but I am unsure about it still. When yer one way for soooooo long and you change, it takes some time to adjust to. I am completely over Whitney now, what a whore she was, and I am glad I did nothing with her, after finding out the laundry list of people she did. Why can't I find a real nice genuine girl? Am I just trying to hard, or am I complete and udder shit? I'm leaning towards the latter of the two. I bought a suit for my friends wedding next weekend. I also bought shoes, a belt, a shirt, tie and alterations to said suit. Total price of the whole thing, about 436 dollars. I also got a hotel room for 2 nights since it's about a 5 hour drive to the wedding from my house, and I am thinking over how much to give for a gift money wise. I'm figuring to spend about 800 total, including suit and drinks at the hotel bar the night before, and the 120 for the hotel and gas and food. Not too bad, but like, I'd rather spend that money on something I couldn't possibly ever need, like a giant tv.
I'm thinking about getting a few tattoos, maybe some piercings, but my job kinda limits me to the piercings I can get, ie no facial piercings. The tattoos I'm considering is my nickname "Nether" in a nice script font on my arm, and a nice gothic cross on my other arm. I'm also thinking about getting a spinal tattoo, where they outline each vertebrae of the spine and draw a snake, who curls around the outline starting from the small of the back. http://www.crystalinks.com/kundalini.html
read all about it, it's hella sweet, and the tattoo is the first picture on the page, how much would that hurt? And it says on the page, that the practice of the Kundalini is not for those who are bi-polar, what a frown that is.
Well I think I'm going to head off to the bed now. Hope yall have a good few days, and I'll hopefully write in this again sometime.
Well i have been feeling a little better as of recently, and I havent the foggiest idea why. I sorta like not being super-depressed all the time, but I am unsure about it still. When yer one way for soooooo long and you change, it takes some time to adjust to. I am completely over Whitney now, what a whore she was, and I am glad I did nothing with her, after finding out the laundry list of people she did. Why can't I find a real nice genuine girl? Am I just trying to hard, or am I complete and udder shit? I'm leaning towards the latter of the two. I bought a suit for my friends wedding next weekend. I also bought shoes, a belt, a shirt, tie and alterations to said suit. Total price of the whole thing, about 436 dollars. I also got a hotel room for 2 nights since it's about a 5 hour drive to the wedding from my house, and I am thinking over how much to give for a gift money wise. I'm figuring to spend about 800 total, including suit and drinks at the hotel bar the night before, and the 120 for the hotel and gas and food. Not too bad, but like, I'd rather spend that money on something I couldn't possibly ever need, like a giant tv.
I'm thinking about getting a few tattoos, maybe some piercings, but my job kinda limits me to the piercings I can get, ie no facial piercings. The tattoos I'm considering is my nickname "Nether" in a nice script font on my arm, and a nice gothic cross on my other arm. I'm also thinking about getting a spinal tattoo, where they outline each vertebrae of the spine and draw a snake, who curls around the outline starting from the small of the back. http://www.crystalinks.com/kundalini.html
read all about it, it's hella sweet, and the tattoo is the first picture on the page, how much would that hurt? And it says on the page, that the practice of the Kundalini is not for those who are bi-polar, what a frown that is.
Well I think I'm going to head off to the bed now. Hope yall have a good few days, and I'll hopefully write in this again sometime.