nes

and there is a season, turn, turn, turn.

i find that movment is, more oftent then not, painful. it hurts to move forward. i have always been confused by that, because moving forward is what we need to do. it is also what we want to do, so why do our needs and wants hurt like a gun shot wound? i feel like i might have the awnser:

we long to move, but we equaly long to stay. there is as much a drive in our body to become lazy as there is to concore the world. so fate, in her wisdom, created pain. we are much like a cow that wont get on a truck. it needs a shock to get it moving, and so do we. so when we become stagnate, or go the wrong way, there is fate with the cattle prod.
now that isn't to say all change is that, and that all movment is good, or that all pain is a wake up call. the fact of it all is that life just isn't that easy. some movment is bad. some pain is self inflicted. some stillness of movment is good. we must always look into ourself to see what and where and why we are where we are.

peace and love