neon

-i still don't have the internet
-i miss catherine and candice and my parents and my sister
-i'm weirded out by life right now
-i'm broke as a mother fucker
-i work all the fucking time
-i hate my boss


+i love my appartment
+i love my roommate
+i got to see engine down and pinback play the other night and it was an amazing show
+i work in a comic book store and i like everyone that i work with
+the weather keeps getting nicer and nicer
+the pumpkin pie show is starting up again
+i'm getting a kitten b/c we have a little mouse in our appt. and we want to chase him out. plus kittens are nifty
+i've been hanging out with lindsay b. lately. lindsay b. is great

i'm gonna pick up my camera again. and if my bike wasn't in virginia i'd start riding it again. as soon as i get financially stable i'll start taking accordion lessons. and hopefully there's someone out there that wants to teach me how to spit and spin fire. i want to start stretching. yoga sounds nice. my cacti collection is growing.

i cut a lot of people out of my life lately. i guess i sort of cut the fat out of my life but it really felt like i was cutting out chunks of flesh as well. i'm sick of people walking on me. i'm done being a doormat. i'm done not speaking up. i guess you can never know who your real friends are. and boy have i been mistaken in the past.

why do i feel like something huge is about to happen?