im getting old my grandma took me out for a 'birthday lunch' today and it actually went pretty well. i was dreading it, thinking i would have nothing at all to say, but it all worked out fine and dandy. 2 more days off work for me..fucking YAY hehe.
happy birthday! I can relate the the whole grandparents thing.. but i have a funny story to add. Basically, my nan and grandad tend to repeat each other..
granddad:ooh the weather is so rainy today..
nan: (cutting in exactly where rain starts..) rainy today.. yeah..
it gets worse. When i'm with my mum, and gramps.. this is how it goes...
me: oh its so rainy today isn't it..
mum: yes.. very rainy today..
grandad cuts in: rainy yes...
grandma: rainy yes...
at a small church type function.....down on skidrow.....acting as a part time soup kitchen......they have a neon sign in the window that when lit reads........"Chili Today"...........will it be warmer tommorrow?.........yer cute
i really liked your poems on the site you gave me the link to. you write very well. so far i only read about half of them, i'll read the rest later.
i write too, mostly stories lately. i used to write alot of poetry, but i haven't writen any for awhile, i guess i haven't been feeling very "poetic" lately. maybe i'll dig out some of my old stuff and post it somewhere some time, or maybe put some on the website i keep saying i'll make...
all for now...
And he pushed his baby carriage down the street going, "Spare any change for the invisible baby tonight? Can you spare a quarter for the invisible baby?"
i've received a few photoshoot offers recently. i'd get paid $300 for one, and i'm not sure about the other..i do need the money but i've gained weight and feel gross about myself. also i don't know if i want to bother with sitting around posing for hours. blah. then again...$300 would pay for me to fly out somewhere warm for a vacation....
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take your knife to my neck
take my last breath
got your thorn in my side
and you're stealing my pride
got your heart in my hands
and it's turning black
but i'm not gonna give it back
making love to your mirror
oh you're so fucking pretty
fingers deep inside
your filthy little cunt
her name is vanity
bright red lips
and a powdered nose
charcoal smoke eyes
devour your soul
and your sanity
as you gaze upon this
repulsive creature
that you've so grown
to love
there are people selling their shaved heads on ebay. companies can buy their scalps as advertising space for a year, or some other specified amount of time. they get the company's logo or whatever else tattooed on their head & show it off as advertisement. crazy shit! there are also teenage boys trying to sell their virginity...! haha
there's all kinda cool stuff on ebay. Yes definetly some wierd stuff too! But thats how this great land of capitalizism thrives. Sad to see the middle class go bye bye and the young kids in grade school trained not taught and devoid of individualism. Its the individuals who not only see more of the world than others but see it for what it really is. The artists are what keep hope, passion, and dreams alive. The artist dream it up and the engineers make it. Without the artists there is no real life, just conditioned monkeys going through thier routines. Imagine what can be done and then make it real.
there's all kinda cool stuff on ebay. Yes definetly some wierd stuff too! But thats how this great land of capitalizism thrives. Sad to see the middle class go bye bye and the young kids in grade school trained not taught and devoid of individualism. Its the individuals who not only see more of the world than others but see it for what it really is. The artists are what keep hope, passion, and dreams alive. The artist dream it up and the engineers make it. Without the artists there is no real life, just conditioned monkeys going through thier routines. Imagine what can be done and then make it real.
and no i haven no read that onebook yet.
i just finished echo.
mmm francesca lia block
i know someone in your part of the world who wants the same...