Not really much going on.
Got my computer working the way I wanted after a few days of fiddling and finally using the right disk to install bootcamp/windows properly.
Just been doing a bit of soul searching and realizing what I want/need out of life, and how strange of a place I find myself in just of late. Sort of this strange middle ground on a lot of fronts, this potential of being that is simultaneously comforting in knowing what's next and disconcerting in the uncertainty of some aspects of it all.
I found myself in a convo with one of my coworkers the other day about how I don't have kids, and how I should ... and the same employee telling me in broken english (she's from Honduras) that god and the church would not like my tattoo...so mixed feelings on all of that but what I walked away from it all with was this sense of diminishing time, diminishing opportunity, and the need to ... get out and see things. Which is why I've been spending so much time at the museums on my days off I guess. Walking around DC and experiencing and such. Just need to find my niche and find someone to roll with that doesn't mind a little white trash rockin out to Kid Rock on sunny days and movie watching on rainy ones. Find my stride, find someone who doesn't mind it and can keep up.
Dear gods,
please return my life to me. My karmic debt has been fulfilled.
Regards,
me.
Got my computer working the way I wanted after a few days of fiddling and finally using the right disk to install bootcamp/windows properly.
Just been doing a bit of soul searching and realizing what I want/need out of life, and how strange of a place I find myself in just of late. Sort of this strange middle ground on a lot of fronts, this potential of being that is simultaneously comforting in knowing what's next and disconcerting in the uncertainty of some aspects of it all.
I found myself in a convo with one of my coworkers the other day about how I don't have kids, and how I should ... and the same employee telling me in broken english (she's from Honduras) that god and the church would not like my tattoo...so mixed feelings on all of that but what I walked away from it all with was this sense of diminishing time, diminishing opportunity, and the need to ... get out and see things. Which is why I've been spending so much time at the museums on my days off I guess. Walking around DC and experiencing and such. Just need to find my niche and find someone to roll with that doesn't mind a little white trash rockin out to Kid Rock on sunny days and movie watching on rainy ones. Find my stride, find someone who doesn't mind it and can keep up.
Dear gods,
please return my life to me. My karmic debt has been fulfilled.
Regards,
me.
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sjofn_:
I feet at times I can't breath, and then I feel fine , then I feel bad for feeling fine.... I will never forget him thank you for your kind words
sjofn_:
it gets harder and easier every day... does that make sense