Ya know... i'm not really macho... but i do have that whole hardass shell going on, i have for a while... i act pretty bitter and hateful... id smack a noisy baby if i could get away with it.... ok maybe not but i'd contemplate it... alot of people i know saw a different side to me tonight and it was strange cuz i didnt...
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! goddamn i am so FUCKING pissed off right now its not even funny
its getting really goddamn hot down here in so cal... and its only the end of april, it hasnt even begun to get hot.... we have the privelege of living in a house with a broken goddamn AC so we have fans everywhere... i have a water cooler that i need...
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its getting really goddamn hot down here in so cal... and its only the end of april, it hasnt even begun to get hot.... we have the privelege of living in a house with a broken goddamn AC so we have fans everywhere... i have a water cooler that i need...
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procrastination...
.... so much procrastination ......
i dont even have anything to do.... and still... i can't get to work........
argh........
.... so much procrastination ......
i dont even have anything to do.... and still... i can't get to work........
argh........
tonight was about the most saddening, yet beautiful night i could've had alone
my little brother dumpster is the best kid ever
my neices are actually the best kids... but dumpster is the best older kid then i guess
dumpster poured his little black heart out to someone hes loved for a long time... who happens to be someone i love very much too.... i'm...
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my little brother dumpster is the best kid ever
my neices are actually the best kids... but dumpster is the best older kid then i guess
dumpster poured his little black heart out to someone hes loved for a long time... who happens to be someone i love very much too.... i'm...
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i hate talking in this stupid journal thing because everything sounds like a soap opera...
deep inside, i strive to be that sitcom sidekick thats always down on his luck and bitter at the world but still extremely comedic... either that or the guy that drinks alot of beer.... and when i type on here i sound like a fuckin episode of dawsons creek
welp........
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deep inside, i strive to be that sitcom sidekick thats always down on his luck and bitter at the world but still extremely comedic... either that or the guy that drinks alot of beer.... and when i type on here i sound like a fuckin episode of dawsons creek
welp........
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I hate when I wake up early... i mean i like the morning and all..... but if i hadnt gotten enough sleep, and something just HAS to get me up and then i cant go back to sleep, it sucks
And this quitting smoking shit is really grating my nerves... I have nothing to do during my break for some classes... I just sit there...
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And this quitting smoking shit is really grating my nerves... I have nothing to do during my break for some classes... I just sit there...
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pulloffmywings:
I tried quitting smoking a few times. then I was just so stressed I started back with marlboro reds. so i don't even try anymore.
pulloffmywings:
I miss being drunk.
one of my friendships is coming to a close.... and i fear another one may be following soon afterwards
first off... i hate money... i dont think much of it at all... and i dont like what it does to people... i dont like the fact that i can make a big deal of it myself and seem like such a hypocrite... i wont go...
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first off... i hate money... i dont think much of it at all... and i dont like what it does to people... i dont like the fact that i can make a big deal of it myself and seem like such a hypocrite... i wont go...
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rammstein - sonne *joy*
well so far i've been doing a good job of secluding myself from ... well... life...
i'm feeling better about it though... i'm actually getting things done and doing less procrastinating... oh yeah i just got done jogging around town in the wee hours of the morning... its 3 right now... and sometimes you see your town in a different light...
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well so far i've been doing a good job of secluding myself from ... well... life...
i'm feeling better about it though... i'm actually getting things done and doing less procrastinating... oh yeah i just got done jogging around town in the wee hours of the morning... its 3 right now... and sometimes you see your town in a different light...
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pulloffmywings:
happy mother fucking birthday. you better get real real drunk. *sigh*
I used to sleep on an air mattress. I had a kitten who popped holes in it. so basically I slept on the floor.
I used to sleep on an air mattress. I had a kitten who popped holes in it. so basically I slept on the floor.
i'm incredibly euphoric... the past 2 days have been very emotional and strange... some bad, some ok... nothing real good... only good in a sense that i've been really bored and need some kind of change of pace
friday night, i got stoned with a friend... i really don't like getting stoned... i was depressed afterwards... i was also drinking.. and although drinking usually makes...
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friday night, i got stoned with a friend... i really don't like getting stoned... i was depressed afterwards... i was also drinking.. and although drinking usually makes...
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pulloffmywings:
you don't like getting stoned? that's the first time I've ever heard that. I never get depressed from it. but everyone is different.
I love feeling euphoric. the other day I drove around for 2 hours listening to Tool, not knowing anything but peace in my soul. that's my favorite way to be.
I love feeling euphoric. the other day I drove around for 2 hours listening to Tool, not knowing anything but peace in my soul. that's my favorite way to be.
about 2 years ago i started noticing alot of my internet friends (none of whom i even talk to anymore, not on the computer anymore) started this journal crap, and i swore it as like the fruitiest thing ever and swore i'd never do it... and then i found this site, and i like naked punk/goth girls... so i'm like "shitchyeah!" and then it hooked...
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