about 2 years ago i started noticing alot of my internet friends (none of whom i even talk to anymore, not on the computer anymore) started this journal crap, and i swore it as like the fruitiest thing ever and swore i'd never do it... and then i found this site, and i like naked punk/goth girls... so i'm like "shitchyeah!" and then it hooked me up with all this other shit and i'm like "uhh, ok!"
i'm amazing as to contradict myself... and i'm saying that because i'm trying not to be pessemistic and say its me being a hypocrite... and i'm going with that one instead of just saying i have a big big ego.... wow i just mindfucked myself... that can happen when i'm sober
wow i wrote 2 paragraphs about absolutely nothing... and now im typing about it... and now i'm typing how i typed about it... and the cycle continues
anyway i'm really bored... so bored i cant even type how my day was cuz im just bored and cant remember... so maybe i should just go to sleep?
i'm not fuckin tired...... i'm angry though, because i just remembered my stupid ass volunteered to do a speech on thurs for speech class... mainly cuz the teacher wouldnt shut up and no one else would volunteer..... and now i feel like a dipshit.... and instead of partying tomorrow, i have to read chpt. 12 and dispense info about it to the class... spanish might be canceled tomorrow and i'm really crossing my fingers for that one... i like the class, but i hate the people in it... well i like 3 people in it but everyone else is an idiot... and i HATE doing groupwork... i just dont work well in groups, even if its people i get along with... i just cant fucking work with people... but professors(or profesoras) never seem to comprehend that(comprende?) wow i'm actually learning something!
fuck im still bored... i hate that shit, youre bored, you probably could do a million things, even something constructive, but you just cant seem to...... i want to play a videogame or something but at the same time i dont... i'd like to write more music... but my neighborhood and my parents are uptight about that shit and i cant keep anything loud... and i need to fuck with the guitar or i just cant make music well enough... FUCK! i need to stop typing and bang my head against the wall a few times... peace
i'm amazing as to contradict myself... and i'm saying that because i'm trying not to be pessemistic and say its me being a hypocrite... and i'm going with that one instead of just saying i have a big big ego.... wow i just mindfucked myself... that can happen when i'm sober
wow i wrote 2 paragraphs about absolutely nothing... and now im typing about it... and now i'm typing how i typed about it... and the cycle continues
anyway i'm really bored... so bored i cant even type how my day was cuz im just bored and cant remember... so maybe i should just go to sleep?
i'm not fuckin tired...... i'm angry though, because i just remembered my stupid ass volunteered to do a speech on thurs for speech class... mainly cuz the teacher wouldnt shut up and no one else would volunteer..... and now i feel like a dipshit.... and instead of partying tomorrow, i have to read chpt. 12 and dispense info about it to the class... spanish might be canceled tomorrow and i'm really crossing my fingers for that one... i like the class, but i hate the people in it... well i like 3 people in it but everyone else is an idiot... and i HATE doing groupwork... i just dont work well in groups, even if its people i get along with... i just cant fucking work with people... but professors(or profesoras) never seem to comprehend that(comprende?) wow i'm actually learning something!
fuck im still bored... i hate that shit, youre bored, you probably could do a million things, even something constructive, but you just cant seem to...... i want to play a videogame or something but at the same time i dont... i'd like to write more music... but my neighborhood and my parents are uptight about that shit and i cant keep anything loud... and i need to fuck with the guitar or i just cant make music well enough... FUCK! i need to stop typing and bang my head against the wall a few times... peace