necrocide

FUCK! i have this weird stupid habit of putting a journal entry into a comment from the previous one... and i dont feel like typing it up all over again... lazy lazy me

edit:

all right... now i'm not so lazy... i'm just procrastinating to leave the house... i said something about my dream... there was a giant black widow spider... i dont know why... but i also mentioned how sleeping pills have induced the strangest dreams...

i can't really remember much else... but other than that i need to get a job... my parents, truthfully... don't mind if i live off the income i get from school(the income i get is a long story) and sponge off of them just a little... but i'm not in school at the moment and i have plenty of $$$ in the bank.... but i can't just sit at home all day or go out and party... if i don't have some kind of responsibility i'm gonna go insane... and i need to go applying RIGHT NOW but i can't motivate myself to leave the house... so i'm just gonna stop typing right now and smack myself for a bit...