naville

I've signed up to a gym. Last week I did anyway.
I'm pretty dedicated to going everyday at least monday thru friday.
lord knows i need to shed these pounds before the summer. i'm taking a trip to ecuador and it would be very nice if i was at least a little bit in shape.
i still haven't found a job and am very desperate. and i'm having shit luck with getting a loan to pay off my debt to school.
so unless i pay this debt off i can't go to college, any college. so i'm fucked.
which makes me even more desperate for a job so i can at least start saving and start paying off this fuckin debt.
i don't know if i'm feeling positive or down about my situation.
well i'll just have to keep on keeping on right? ugh i hate trying to make myself feel better about rather grim situations.