Anyone else suffer from depression? It is hitting me pretty bad, on top of other things going on, my knees feel like they will soon buckle. I have to keep pretending all is well for work, but I am all alone in this world. Being alone, without any support system makes it even harder to keep up the fight. My hands are shaking as I type this.
There are knots in my stomach and a heaviness in my chest. I am exhausted, yet can not sleep. I am yearning for the comfort of an other's embrace, but have no one. I have never experienced love and that also adds to my despair. I just want to be held. I feel so weak, but have to keep up the charade that I am strong. I know a break down is imminent, I just hope it does not happen in the middle of my shift.
