nataskaput

i'm numb, i worked 16 hours yesterday and 15 hours today, if you haven't kept up or don't know, from 3 or 4 to 6 or 7am i deliver papers seven day a week, and from 6 or 7am till 3 (if it's a good day) 6pm. i'm more use to sleeping in my car than i am in my bed at this point in time, and both are very stoner riffic jobs witch i think is leaping to this numbness and dumbness that i'm suffering from, i drive around at night getting stoned tossing out papers, get stone cruize to my next job, sleep inn thetruck on the way to thr jobsite, mow, blow, whip. at this point working for a place where i make a buck 50 blow scale i tose any note of professinalisn out the window and drive around on the mower getting stoned. i've been at this shedule for a moth and a half now and day drag forever, but weeks are a blur, fuck it still feels like nicci left over the weekrend. efven my weekend are a gruling schedule, i sacrifice sleep for fun,but i still have to dilver paopers at night (usely fucked up) and because of the lack of free time druing the week i try to cram my five day a week work out shedule into two days or so. so i enter monday more tired than i left friday. i even sacrifice sleep to have my last little bite of humanly comtact here, i work with stupid people, theyt may get the job done , but fuck they got nothing interesting to say. but thing are starting to drag on my, i'm on my thrid beer in 15 min and i'm kind of faded, so igf i'm not aroud much you know why. i still at least have a moth to go oif (i'm lucky). i work to much to spend money, oh if you don't know why i'm doing this it is so i can get back to my real job as a snowboard instructor and ride my ass off this winter, i'm tired night all