nanette

I've been very sick for the past few days
I don't feel like I'm getting any better, just feeling overemotional and stressed.
There's some trouble going on at work, but I'm not going to stress it.
Checking out other salons to visit.

I just don't feel happy today. Restless, yesterday woke up at 4 because my mind is upset and been up since 5 today. I wish it was raining today. So the weather can match my mood.

Boyfriend is sleeping so I'm gonna shower wash my hair maybe go out.
Being sick I still went to his Chili Cookoff for the social club expecting we'd leave together.
Work was so busy yesterday I didn't get to have a proper lunch and being sik I knew I wasn't gonna try different chili. Issue of being late to the drinking party, everyine is annoying drunk.
I was trying to figure out what to get to eat. I wanted bread or rice and nothing else but Twin wasn't helpful. All he was worried about was the thought of me making him go out to get me food. I'll get it myself sheesh. A friend already ordered a cocktail for me which I drank, ugh double shot of vodka sooooo strong. Then I stuck to water. Had one more cocktail since it was a free round. Left at midnight without Twin, had lean pockets for dinner. Up since 5 and still alone.
He's here, just asleep.