nanette

i feel lonely.
i try to socialize with my past friends since i've been working everyday and none of them can make time for me.
it sucks when i've distanced myself so much that now i feel like i need a face or two to rely on i am alone.

but thanks to everyone one here. i cyber hug you!

have you ever placed a restraining order against someone.
i think my time has come.

Scarf, gloves, coat....freezing towards Columbia, til I made it to time square and everyone's jacket is open...bloody heck the sun is beaming,
where's the sun tan lotion?
what's going on?
the weather is tricky...

i have a crush on Snow White and I know I speak for everyone that Jessica Rabbit was on the list of cartoons that made me tingle. =]

i don't like to sleep alone...
i miss him.
another night sleeping at work sucks hell.
i find myself working more since i'm crashing at work...
i work more, but not paid so much, guessing i'm obviously paying for the room i'm staying in.

i really dislike my mother and sister for backstabbing me.
i've been homeless since Nov. 1st.... my family just arrived from...
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i don't like starting fun conversations with people and they go mia.
what does that mean, that we want weekly, monthly, seasonly, yearly friends?
no, i just want people that are fun, laid back and don't expect a show from me.
i'm just a smart wit (sometimes) that want calm people around here.
i don't like drama. i hate arguments. i hate assholes.

smoke a...
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i've been away obviously since i've been on the move for a new place...blah
i feel like a different person, not as optimistic as usual, less trusting.
i took myself off the meat market, i gave up and what can i say,
a glass of wine will only make me happy and a glass of stella.

i've been away for a bit.
sorry
i feel like i've been hit with a tornado, struck by lighting, drowned by waves all in less than 10 seconds.
been back stabbed by both mother and sister.
currently had to move out instantly within the same day it all went down.
gosh, and i was the supporter.
i took care of the bills, calls, appointments, and...
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apparently when i cannot sleep i write


if i can't sleep, i can't dream,
in this world this is obscene.

tossing and turning in my bed, got these voices in my head,
won't let me even sleep, or allow me to even dream,
i don't have much to say, nothing happened for today,
but when it's getting getting late, i find myself awake, awake.

i...
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