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Sunday Oct 20, 2002

Oct 20, 2002
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i am now on the prowl for new employment come july...

i can not stick it out in a systemt hat is built to fail.
my principal and i got in an arguement last year about how the students are expected to fail. i said they were not, can not if we teach them right.
it boiled down to a shouting match.

i now know what he ment.
he retired. i have a new principal, she is not helping anyone but herself. she blames everyone but her for low performance etc...
and i have had it.
i feel that i do not even care about kids anymore
and that pisses me off.
but at the same time if i did not have my class -- who i really enjoy, or at least 20 of them (i have 37 kids) -- i would start looking imediately.

but these kids do not need to think yet another face is leaving tem.
no.
i am staying for stablity
soon my name will be ex-teacher.

i wish i had studies for the lsat or gre this summer.
i would be law school bound come next year....

so now i think i will try to do investigative work for the public defenders office.
try and get people off for drug offenses and the like

then in 2004 i will start law school
then in 2007 i will start to suck ronald mcdonald cock

shit, i used to be positive, i used to think change would come, but the chage that keeps happening sucks...

i think i am completely at terms with phil ochs killing himself.

sometimes it is the only thing that makes sense.

maybe once i get some distance from teaching i will start to be hopeful again... but i think it will take some serious time...
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eris:
working with kids is hard.

it's even harder to work with kids in a school setting.

but whatever.

isn't that also what makes it awesome?

chin up.
Nov 5, 2002
glamerdork:
I'm sorry that things worked out this way. Even if the system is fucked, I'm sure you mean more to your students than you think. If you're on suicide girls.com, you must be a pretty cool teach anyway. smile Best of luck w/ whatever you end up doing!
Nov 13, 2002

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