nadir

i am in the midst of making yet another career change. i took an apptitude test today and scored the higest in the actuary field -- so then i need to become one then start a fight club and....

funny really, but i found a website, beanactuary.com, that is painstakingly funny
(just watch the video)..

so now tha i am at home daily trying to get a new job, maybe i can update this damn thing more regularly.

i really want to get back into write a daily journal, as i stoped when my 4 1/2 year journal was wiped from my disk -- bad story -- about 2 years ago. i think i need to be more in tune these days...