Pain Pain Pain....Lost....confused...don't know what to do....wish things would work out...nothing ever does......have not eaten have not slept wishing things would just fade away....how long can one person keep going on his own? never? always? alone? together? who cares no one sees no one understands...what is the truth and what is the lie? am I a good man hiding behind an evil facade or is it the other way around? if I am evil why do i feel so bad? why can't I please why am i so confused who cares who cares....nothing matters anymore
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- Taizan Maezumi
you are not evil. you are just human.
it's ok to need to lean on someone sometimes. that's why I'm here.