n8urboy

I'm sick of sleeping on a couch, I want to have a bedroom again. My back is spazzing out from when I fell off the trampoline last month and the couch is pissing it off. I kind of miss living in Union with Robin, Buddy, Missa and the 30 animals. I especially miss JoJo the dogface... dog... I don't miss donkey at all. That situation wasn't good for me at all though. All I was doing was burying myself into a life stuck in Union, and I can't handle that thought. Plus now that I'm out of the house, I think the animals were making me less healthy.

Still, I had a bedroom and some nice people looking out for me but not trying to govern me.

Yea, so I have a college interview tomorrow for this massage therapy school, I'm pretty stoked. I've always been into physiology, human anatomy, dietary health, natural healing, and physical fitness, so I think massage therapy will be right up my alley.

My friends are really bad homophobes, "Dude, I couldn't handle touching a guy." My friends down here don't hug me... All my other friends everywhere else in the country do, I never noticed before. Hanging out with them again kind of upsets me, they make really harsh prejudice comments.

I can see how Stina gets frustrated when she hangs out with me. I don't mean to say ignorant things, I certainly don't feel that way, and I'm nowhere near as bad as my "friends" down here. I just grew up around extreme prejudices, so I don't even realize the things I'm saying are prejudice at all. Funny thing is, no one ever calls me out on it anywhere else. Which makes me wonder, do I hang out with racists everywhere, or is Stina the only one with enough balls to call me out. I appreciate it.

I'm really just insulting the person, not the race or sexual orientation. Not that that it matters or is better. The point is it wouldn't hurt me to be a little more mindful and a little less insulting.