dakini1

i am going away for awhile.... a freakin long ass trip where internet will not be readily available.


i ask only one thing friends....

leave me some love now and then... and pester me about my writing.

LOVE YOU ALL.

it brightens my day to read messageboards where people are talking shit about me.

grow up please.

to the rest who matter- only love.

i can potentially ruin one of the best things that could happen to me, that could be one of the life-defining elements in my structural well-being by choosing to be true to myself and display characteristics that are obviously the root essence of me.


i can't really think right now... all this on my plate and i have to
a. find a camping store
b....
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Hurricane Frances is barreling towards florida.

People are evacuating. Gas is running low. People are driving hours to get lumber.

It is no fun.

Frances will NOT be getting my vote in 2004.

i console myself with margheritas.

family is in from jersey.

i miss jersey.



you can take the girl out of jersey but you can't take the jersey out of the girl.

i am a crazy scwhillbirdie.


went to see phish simulicasts and went crazy.

meditated for manmanmany long hours this weekend and went crazy.

became the ringleader on my greyhound bus and went crazy.

talked to my lovelovelove and went crazy.

but i am back in tampa so i'm cool.

have you ever had that drop in your stomach and that tingle shoot down your arms kind of feeling?

i have that right now.

my lovelovelove just got his cell turned on....

and fuck why am i not at phish?

whywhywhy.

breathe d'elle breathe.


pieces are in the making thank you for the topics....

i *heart* rjm.

i have been writing alot and thinking alot and saving alot and working alot but in the end i am still broke and broke.

but i am rich with words and emotions and i have so much communication in me that i feel i might explode.

but everyone else has been slacking in communicating.

i love talking to good friends that i have no heard...
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that day my eyes changed in the mirrored panes
drained off color as pink filled the mask
my tears were comfprt to my dried up soul
my body learned of the change and began to its self-composed disease
bred of hatred and lies
i screamed my last call one too many times in the grounded phone wires
why did i have to raise my voice...
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so warped tour was wonderful.

unfortunately it was also 98,000 degrees outside and my friend bought a counterfeit ticket from a fucking scapler.... but it was cool. we rationed that beer was more important that water.

BigMIstake. but fun none the less.
the whole place was crazy and filled with 14yr kids.... saw atmosphere and said hi to *slug*.

saw the vandals yayaay!

and hung...
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ahhh.... people are soooo beautiful.



really.... my friend kim and i went to this coffeehouse where this local band ( who is playing warped tour ) and some singer-songwriter were playing... and the owner was crazy and REALLY drunk and decided to get on stage to raise money to send me to warped tour.

so she called my sexy ass up there.... and the singer-songwriter...
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Internet airline ticketing places *coughORBITZcough* suck monkey balls.

i love getting packages in the mail.

i say two thumbs up and a great big bear hug for my boy joey in atlanta.... he sent me some awesome new music the other day.

he sent me:
linoleum streets
his mix of 80's break-beat skating rink songs
tabla beat science
8/15/03 disco biscuits trancemission

they all rock....
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