n8tvegrl

I was so looking forward to a night of online trivia and catching up with my friends list but I'm in a funk for some reason. The man is working all night because he had to fire someone and is covering for them (it's got to be the strangest accounting related position out there) so I'm all alone tonight.

For some reason it sounded like fun... painting my toes and relaxing... but instead I'm lonely and the house feels strangely empty. It's not scary empty but creepy lonely empty so I am upstairs now with all the doors locked and I'll likely head to bed soon.

When did I become like this? Am I codependent or what???

I am more bummed though that I can't seem to use my neighbor's wireless and am stuck on my home PC. Is there a way for them to know I was using it? I'm terribly naive about wireless stuff...

So I'm thinking about just heading to bed since I'll be getting ready all alone tomorrow and getting baby girl dressed and off to daycare all by myself. She hates it when I do it too... Daddy always gets her ready in the morning and when I walk in the room to pick her clothes she looks at me and says "No Mama... Daddy dress." Her language skills are limited but I get the point.

*sigh*