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n8tvegrl

Portland, OR

Member Since 2004

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Tuesday Apr 20, 2004

Apr 20, 2004
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I'm not sure what to think about life these days. I am caught between the natural desire to do things for myself and be crazy and foolish but then reality hits me and I remember all of my responsibilities and the people that I love who need me to be mature.

Who am I anymore??? Where am I going in life and what do I truly value??? What do I have to offer??? So many questions... and yet no clue to the answers.
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hey_fukko:
Woooo hooooo!! I found you!

Now what? love
Apr 21, 2004
mrginger:
I'm right there with you. Donald Trump said, "I had some good friends once, they ended up costing me alot of money." that guy's a jackass though. All we will ever be is a memory in the minds of those who know us. Nice to see you're back. Where's my armadillo helmet?
Apr 21, 2004

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