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n8tvegrl

Portland, OR

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Monday Mar 01, 2004

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So it's a new week... I have an appt to get my tattoo done this week since this weekend didn't work out. The asshole I live with didn't want to help accommodate that (go figure). Anyway... I've pretty much come to the realization that there's no hope for my relationship anyway.

Which really sucks, because after six years together my son thinks of this man and his son as family. Plus there's the added stress of trying to raise a daughter now bouncing from house to house...

~sigh~

Well I know it's Monday but this one REALLY sucks!

edited:
Sometimes people grow in different directions or others grow while their mates do not...

I am actually quite okay emotionally with what is going on... it's the moving type stuff that is daunting. I just know that a year from now this crisis will be merely a bump in the road.
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muzencab:
Understandable. My girlfriends mom wanted her to marry a person with first nation blood. She is mostly Welsh though. She looks 100% honkey. But is registered. I sorry to say am not. If you know the James or Lesly bloodline I can prove it. My Grandmother is willing herself to die, she won't even talk to her own kids. So I cant get a letter or any info out of her. I myself am 50% German 50% Russian 50% Irish 50% Sauk.
Remember the bugs bunny cartoon with the dog? the whole 50% thing.

Sorry your weddo doesnt help. Weddo is spanish for whiteboy. I grew up in the culture and my other family is Messyskin. Really though they are my family and they call me they're white brother. A closeness I dont have with my real family. They're dad even treats me like a son. Yelled at and everthing.
Mar 1, 2004
yonicsoothe:
be strong, girl...
you are beautifuL,
you and your babies deserve the best,
never settLe for Less. if your man ain't trreating
you right, he's a hopeLess fooL.
do what's best for you, and don't Look back...

You can search throughout the entire universe for someone
who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.

--Buddha
Mar 1, 2004

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