no...i've decided to retype it...
i'm a wussy.
my brother just called and demanded me to swing my car by for him to use (*AGAIN*...he totalled his and its still in the shop) and i said NO.
this is the first time i've ever put my foot down and refused to do something for him...usually i bend to his whims out of duty, but sometimes out of fear...he flies off the handle quite easily and while i'm fairly sure he'd never seriously hurt me, my mind will never allow me to forget all those times he would chase me around the house with a butcher knife til i locked myself in the bathroom and how he would try to break the door open and then slid the knife under the door to try to cut me...
...part of me can never quite be convinced that anyone who did that doesn't still have it in him to do it again.
but i can't cower in fear...its 11pm here and i got shit to do and dont wanna be up all night because i have to get up early tomorrow.
nonetheless, i've just done something unprecedented and have no idea what the outcome might be....
i'm a wussy.
my brother just called and demanded me to swing my car by for him to use (*AGAIN*...he totalled his and its still in the shop) and i said NO.
this is the first time i've ever put my foot down and refused to do something for him...usually i bend to his whims out of duty, but sometimes out of fear...he flies off the handle quite easily and while i'm fairly sure he'd never seriously hurt me, my mind will never allow me to forget all those times he would chase me around the house with a butcher knife til i locked myself in the bathroom and how he would try to break the door open and then slid the knife under the door to try to cut me...
...part of me can never quite be convinced that anyone who did that doesn't still have it in him to do it again.
but i can't cower in fear...its 11pm here and i got shit to do and dont wanna be up all night because i have to get up early tomorrow.
nonetheless, i've just done something unprecedented and have no idea what the outcome might be....
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by the way, I have this home video skit tape of mr. Michael Ian Black, Michael Showalter, and David Wain, visiting the suburbs and wreaking havoc. it's the funniest most fucked thing. hmmmm, if you're nice I may make you a copy...