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nice... slept a good night, woke to conciousness very pleasantly, with the sun shining. wow, that;s awesome. all because one individual holds such sway over my emotions. jeez. you'd think i'd be above that by now, but when you love, you love. what can i say?

so on another note, i checked the clock on my phone to see what time it was and lo...
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feel exactly the same now as i did last night. how can it be any different? everything has slowly been diminished to just about nothing. do you realize that? tuesday nights... the ritual... ya know, it's been so long, whatever it was that we had really meant something to me... there is zero private time anymore, zero anything to call our own. that hurts.

you've...
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i'll put some more up later. right now i'm tired, discouraged, and really feel as though what's important to me has been slowly eroded away. used to be there was something there. doesn't seem that way anymore.

Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.

fuck, fuck, fuck.

just once i'd like to reurn to consciousness NOT upset. i was very happy today. destroyed tonight. why cannot people just be fucking honest from the get-go? why do they have to play these fucking games, saying one thing - meaning another? such a waste of time and energy, and i'm tired of being beaten down. tired, tired, tired.

another brick in...
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Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.

you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
because you do
what you're told
but inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold
just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave...
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The competition was fierce and foolish, but a man who accidentally sawed through a live wire and topped that by wrecking his truck hours after buying it more than earned the honorary title "Village Idiot."

dude did get a 100$ bar tab outa it...

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Don't ever say what you wouldn't do, because it's obvious you will do everything you said you wouldn't do and a thousand things you never thought of doing.

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living above the level of mediocrity.

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