fuck, fuck, fuck.
just once i'd like to reurn to consciousness NOT upset. i was very happy today. destroyed tonight. why cannot people just be fucking honest from the get-go? why do they have to play these fucking games, saying one thing - meaning another? such a waste of time and energy, and i'm tired of being beaten down. tired, tired, tired.
another brick in the wall, dude. another brick in the wall.
fuck you.
just once i'd like to reurn to consciousness NOT upset. i was very happy today. destroyed tonight. why cannot people just be fucking honest from the get-go? why do they have to play these fucking games, saying one thing - meaning another? such a waste of time and energy, and i'm tired of being beaten down. tired, tired, tired.
another brick in the wall, dude. another brick in the wall.
fuck you.