I am in flux. I feel torn, twisted, mixed up. I'm lonely these days but I feel tired of women. I think I may want to explore the other side of myself but I'm not sure I'm preared for that.
Then there is God, or should I say religion. I have two very dear friends who would love it if I forgot about my sinful...
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Then there is God, or should I say religion. I have two very dear friends who would love it if I forgot about my sinful...
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Umm... so... umm. I have no idea what to say tonight. Just sitting here while my friend plays Smackdown! and waiting for The L Word to come on. Had a burger for dinner. I haven't had a real one of those in a long time. Hope I don't get 
cow or something.
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ativan101:
Ok, let's do this.......
.........Again I will say JENNY is a freakin NUT!!!!(don't like her character @ all) Why is it when Tim got back from wherever he was didn't he ask what the fuck was the college roommate doing in his house. I cant believe that friend actually had Jenny convinced she could hand w/ the big guns!!! she looks like a child compared to those two!!! *blah* I was afraid for Bette when she got that call @ the museum...I thought something bad was gonna happen. Shane should've left her friend high & dry...I would've!!! Poor Dana....I don't understand why she just didnt step up & tell her folks before. She's grown, deal with it!! Alice cracked me up w/ oh no I datew me!!! (What the?) Oh & jenny & the roommate stalking Malina.....oh boy!!!I I was kinda understanding what the african american woman was saying to Bette but I don't necessarily agree! I mean my mom is black & my dad is white....& all my life I've heard from black people I'm not black or not black enough.....so, I suppose I'm on the flip side of that. What else...I don't like Tina either. And did you know Pam grier is 55? Damn she looks good!!!!
Oh well, can't wait til next weeks episode.
Ciao doll.....
.........Again I will say JENNY is a freakin NUT!!!!(don't like her character @ all) Why is it when Tim got back from wherever he was didn't he ask what the fuck was the college roommate doing in his house. I cant believe that friend actually had Jenny convinced she could hand w/ the big guns!!! she looks like a child compared to those two!!! *blah* I was afraid for Bette when she got that call @ the museum...I thought something bad was gonna happen. Shane should've left her friend high & dry...I would've!!! Poor Dana....I don't understand why she just didnt step up & tell her folks before. She's grown, deal with it!! Alice cracked me up w/ oh no I datew me!!! (What the?) Oh & jenny & the roommate stalking Malina.....oh boy!!!I I was kinda understanding what the african american woman was saying to Bette but I don't necessarily agree! I mean my mom is black & my dad is white....& all my life I've heard from black people I'm not black or not black enough.....so, I suppose I'm on the flip side of that. What else...I don't like Tina either. And did you know Pam grier is 55? Damn she looks good!!!!
Oh well, can't wait til next weeks episode.
Ciao doll.....
ativan101:
Since Thriller......haha!!!!!! Have you hated Michael Jackson since then too?
Hedwig and the Angry Inch.
I have finally seen it was smashing, brilliant even. I missed that dudes name but he was great and infinately watchable. Makes me want to get a blond wig and get on stage. If only I were half as hot as Hedwig
I have this strange urge to have a spotless apartment
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Ok, the urge has passed. Whew that...
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I have finally seen it was smashing, brilliant even. I missed that dudes name but he was great and infinately watchable. Makes me want to get a blond wig and get on stage. If only I were half as hot as Hedwig
I have this strange urge to have a spotless apartment
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mutanix:
Main power failing. Got to shut down life support. Sleep Data
ativan101:
I watched SNL last night up until about 12:15 & then I got bored & popped in A Christmas Story....I needed a good laugh! I know none of my friends watch The L Word...so, I have no one to talk about it with either. I don't know how we're suppose to watch it together. via computer...explain? 
Well, have a good day.....& I'll comment after our show goes off!
Have A Good One~
Well, have a good day.....& I'll comment after our show goes off!
Have A Good One~
Stardate 10403.06
I should update my journal but I have nothing to report. Perhaps later. Need food and sleep.
Only eat feet on Tuesdays
I should update my journal but I have nothing to report. Perhaps later. Need food and sleep.
Only eat feet on Tuesdays
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ativan101:
HEAH, THE SOPRANO'S COME ON TOMORROW NIGHT......DO YOU WATCH?
I CAN'T WAIT.....I LOVE ADRIANA (DREA DE MATTEO)...I WANNA KIDNAP HER & DO BAD THINGS TO HER!!!!
I CAN'T WAIT.....I LOVE ADRIANA (DREA DE MATTEO)...I WANNA KIDNAP HER & DO BAD THINGS TO HER!!!!
tigress:
I'm feeling better today!!!! and i agree 1000% with you. they miss me and i miss them too but I gotsta do what i feel is good for me and this is it. 
so yeah...what the hell is up with the eating feet thingy???
so yeah...what the hell is up with the eating feet thingy???
Today I sit and wait
Wait for the Cable Guy
They said 10 to 2
It is 1:49
Thye are not late
Technically
If it is not Jim Carrey
How I will weep
Wait for the Cable Guy
They said 10 to 2
It is 1:49
Thye are not late
Technically
If it is not Jim Carrey
How I will weep
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ativan101:
The Cable Guy was fuckin funny!!! One of the only movies I could tolerate jim Carrey in...I AM NOT A FAN!!!
Who's CRAZY? MARTHA? Why you haten on MARTHA?
By the way, how's it going ?
Who's CRAZY? MARTHA? Why you haten on MARTHA?
By the way, how's it going ?
sakita:
i hate when they say
between 10 and 2 and come at 1:55. bah
was it jim carrey?
between 10 and 2 and come at 1:55. bah
was it jim carrey?
Sigh... feeling a little down. My friend's father died ystdy only 5 months after her mother died. My other friend's grandmother is in rehab for a stroke. Another friend had to watch his grandmother die on a stretcher. Not to mention my own girlfriend's death.
Sigh...
I apologize people. If these melancholy post become redundant please let me know.
Sigh...
I apologize people. If these melancholy post become redundant please let me know.
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krim:
heh yea they're all posted on that thread now. Well at least the insanity is over now. I can rest in peace...
xtx:
We Don't Exist
-The Meat Puppets
-The Meat Puppets
I have a confession to make. I am a fan of musicals. I've always denied it but I realize that I'm quite fond of them. At this very moment I'm watching Chicago for the 5th time and I've become obsessed with the musical episode of Buffy. I suppose it started with Little Shop of Horrors (the Rick Moranis version). That giant, man eating plant kept...
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deceptiviewfilm:
MUSICALs!!!!!
OH COME ON....ok....Little Shop of Horrors is Classic and The buffy episode too. The only musical I love is Rocky Horror Picture show.
My thoughts on this whole Gay marriage...if they want to let them....its not a big deal.
OH COME ON....ok....Little Shop of Horrors is Classic and The buffy episode too. The only musical I love is Rocky Horror Picture show.
My thoughts on this whole Gay marriage...if they want to let them....its not a big deal.
scattershot:
I did the nail polish thing once.. for about 2 weeks in the summer my nails were silver, it looked really cool when it was faded and around the edges.
Being a bachelor sucks sometimes. Like when you're hungry and you're the only person responsible for getting your food. I'm starving, something that wasn't an issue until I got comfortable. Now Moster House is on and my bloody DVR box isn't working, so I can't pause it to go out.
Sigh... perhaps I can scrape up some cash to order something before my stomach digests...
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Sigh... perhaps I can scrape up some cash to order something before my stomach digests...
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ativan101:
FUCK JENNY....SHE'S A RAVING LUNATIC!!!!!!
THE SHOW WAS REALLY GOOD LAST NIGHT THOUGH!!!!!!
THE SHOW WAS REALLY GOOD LAST NIGHT THOUGH!!!!!!
ativan101:
A really good friend of mine named Luke. I just got my photos back today & we took that picture back in December right after he got out of the hospital.....he'd been in a coma for 17 days....he almost died. He's a terrible drinker & literally has gotten into 4 near fatal car accidents in the past 7 years. STUPID FUCK, isn't he? 
Ignore previous post, my dear friend Ativan has not left. I'll save that post for later.
Oscar night people. As of this writing LOTR is at 9 awards and Sofia Coppala won for Best Original Screenplay. I recently saw Lost In Translation and it was exquisite. Go see it.
Oscar night people. As of this writing LOTR is at 9 awards and Sofia Coppala won for Best Original Screenplay. I recently saw Lost In Translation and it was exquisite. Go see it.
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scattershot:
I hear ya about angle, I had no idea about updating stats and stuff and I started a stable with ryhno, and sean o'haire, and the corporation had angle, undertaker, and rey mysterio, and later added lita and john cena. I got goldberg as a random guy. needless to say we got our buts kicked more often than they got theirs kicked.
ativan101:
Okay.....I saw Johnny....but damn Adrien Brody LOOKED FINE!!!! Yummy!!!! *slurp*
The L Word was a trip last night.....Jenny got it from both ends.....funny, funny shit!!! I like how Dana fired her manager. Malana played Jenny....that was sweet!!!
I watched The Oscars on & off between watching Runaway Jury.....it was long & boring. I liked Nicole Kidman's dress the best. I'm glad Charlize & Sean won....I was happy!!!
About "Lost In Translation" I saw it last Tuesday....& I didn't like it....thought it was very depressing!!!!
Wow, that was long & rambling, huh?
The L Word was a trip last night.....Jenny got it from both ends.....funny, funny shit!!! I like how Dana fired her manager. Malana played Jenny....that was sweet!!!
I watched The Oscars on & off between watching Runaway Jury.....it was long & boring. I liked Nicole Kidman's dress the best. I'm glad Charlize & Sean won....I was happy!!!
About "Lost In Translation" I saw it last Tuesday....& I didn't like it....thought it was very depressing!!!!
Wow, that was long & rambling, huh?
My first friend on this site has decided to leave. Why I do not know. I feel a strange sense of loss despite the fact that I really didn't know her that well. She was the only person to respond to me with any regularity, of course I've only been on for a week.
To ALTIVAN101, here's looking at you kid
To ALTIVAN101, here's looking at you kid
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ativan101:
All your SG favorites minus one look like they could use some self tanning lotion! What's up w/ the pastie chics, bro?
ativan101:
See now you got me watching the damn OSCARS!!! Thanks Buddy!!! *arrrrr*
I tend not to think of people in to disparate groups along the gender lines. Seems better to think of individuals. I get tired of certain people, but I usually don't extrapolate that to their gender as a whole. I realize that's not what you were saying, but it just got me thinking.
I'd imagine that "medically researched" within that context means someone who knew where the prostate was took a look at the device and said, "that might feel good."