museb

so in my ongoing effort for self-improvement, i am making another attempt at quitting smoking. this time i am enlisting the help of Zyban aka Wellbutrin. its the exact same drug, prescribed as Zyban for smokers who want to be ex-smokers and Wellbutrin for cases of depression. the thing is, if you aren't depressed upon consumption, it turns you into a frizeaked out, wall-climbing, shifty-eyed, CRAZY CAT LADY!!! portrait of muse at the moment...

poor infidel, he is so sweet...in the midst of a mild panic attack as a result of drug interaction...me clutching him like a scared kitten...he just held me until i fell asleep, tucked me in and turned off the lights...i love him so...